– ugh gross feelings yuck – I’m sorry.
Why do the most toxic people try to screw up our lives time and time again?
I’m trying to get over you (it’s taking a while) and when I think I’m there – the point of giving absolutely no craps about you, your friends, your lifestyle or anything; you smash back into my life.
And no it isn’t easy flushing out someone who’s been there for basically your whole entire life.
Why can’t you just leave me the hell alone? Let me move on in peace. Because we had nothing good. That friendship was so toxic, and I was just blind to your charm evidently.
At the height of my internal state of feeling pathetic, don’t try and come into my life again. We won’t have anything. We never will. And as much as you try, I will never go back to the old times.
You’re a stranger to me. Why don’t we make that official. Because after knowing you my whole life, I still don’t know the first thing about you. I thought I did, but I was wrong.