Fear is my biggest motivator and my biggest bully.
And I wish it would stop. And leave. And never come back.
The complete 180 from having a good day to having a bad day is summarised by the irrational fears surrounding me, and the resulting anxiety and hyperventilation that I stifled so no one would hear.
I can’t fight my battles and prove my worth when I’m consistently being knocked back by fear. I hate it so much.
Please just stop.